Another weak point, another strong escape

Felt weak again.. missed him and cried for why things happened the way they did, wondered where and how he must be right now. Its gonna be 2 weeks. And what am I right now after some hours of contemplations over past? Am I sad? Am I angry, calm, jealous, what?? Nothing. I am just dried eyes which are now going back to work. Exams are going to start after 3 nights and two days. Gotta start working...